chapter seven

God doesnt exist. school has restarted and im still the smelly kid in the class. new year = new bullys. Aggie is a bully leader and i am her target. im just so tired of being picked on and i wish my life was like others. i really hate myself, and i am brainwashed by mther, to hate myself more than anybody else, even her!

chapter six

father is never here anymore. its like he is giving up on saving me, being my hero... he had said that we would get out, get away. anymore he is just making it easier on his self, forget david!! mother is still playing her games, making me suffer satisfies her. i was told to make her money, so i go out begging for it. anymore even a cold bath is nothing to me. i am starting to give up on everything!

chapter five

Mother stabbed me today. It was an accident she says, but i dont seem how when she threatened it and had the knife. she says im bad, " an it". if i could just stop doing things wrong maybe mother would love me again! after a few days i tried to comfort my wound in the garage with little that i had. my saliva and old rags. i give up.

chapter four

Its like im in a fight for food. All i want is to eat, i hate having to steal it from my classmates and the store but its the only choice i have. Iwas burned today, mother tried to lay me on top of the stove! I faught and faught but didnt fully succeed... my hand is fleshed. Mother has done harsh things tome for nothing.... i had to have drinks of ammonia and other cleaning products, thats my nurishment this week.

chapter three

There is something wrong with my arm! Mother says that i fell out of bed, thats her cover up. I never sleep on the top bunk bed!! im never sure what i am doing wrong, nothing i think..... but mother doesnt like it. Mother used to be nice and pretty, but she has changed dramatically. Idont understand.